I'm so fucking pissed off right now.
And this continues a horrible last evening. I can't even sleep. I feel so old and weathered and stupid and I know I should have known better.
The guys at the house try, but I don't think they get it. I appreciate it; but sometimes it reminds me how very alone I feel.
When I get home, I'm getting comfortable and immobile and trying to forget how small I feel.
I want to cry; but everyone's around.