Currently dashing the hopes of my parents. (lolasenvy) wrote,
Currently dashing the hopes of my parents.

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Life Sucks...

This has been the worst shift of my life. The server went down and there was a mapping problem, not to mention the lost air time, the Denon faultering, and losing Bob and Sheri TWICE.

I'm so fucking pissed off right now.

And this continues a horrible last evening. I can't even sleep. I feel so old and weathered and stupid and I know I should have known better.

The guys at the house try, but I don't think they get it. I appreciate it; but sometimes it reminds me how very alone I feel.

When I get home, I'm getting comfortable and immobile and trying to forget how small I feel.

I want to cry; but everyone's around.
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