Currently dashing the hopes of my parents. (lolasenvy) wrote,
Currently dashing the hopes of my parents.

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This has no photographs...please move on.

Well, my life is really pointless and boring.

I feel so unattractive and overweight right now. I can't eat anything. I've got to watch Jason tomorrow and Jennifer Allen is coming over to teach him at the house :::grumble::: He also has some occupational and speech therapy to do. I'm having flashbacks from when I did OT and ST with Micheal. It's hard for me to see Jason like this, as grateful as I am that he is so healthy. Hoping to see Nate sometime soon. He may be going to see a movie with me Friday. I can't wait to see Willard!!!!!!!!!!

I'm having this medical problem and that doctors aren't sure how to fix it. If they can't, then I may not be able to have children. It's the same thing that happened to my Aunt. I don't know quite how to feel about it. I didn't really want to have kids, but I'm still depressed. That's kind of self-centered, isn't it? I guess I'm not good until there's something wrong with me. I don't want to be this way; does it seem to you guys like that?

Anyway, I'm in a good mood, but something isn't right and I can't put my finger on it. I'm not sure what it is. But I'm trying my best to save face. Maybe I just need to get out a little more.

Anybody want to go out?
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