However, in the midst of this 'stupor' that I'm in, I saw an amazing film. 'Willard' is everything I thought it would be and more. He's so romantic. It's like Norman Bates was for me. It's available joy, that tangible affection I can have anytime I really want. It's amazing. And my sweetheart did splendidly at the box office as well: #8 of the top ten with $4,025,000. I am so glad for the sake of it, which is a damn site better off than I was before it. To have something I can control, something that doesn't reject me. I feels like home. I guess you wouldn't understand.
Be happy for me.