I have lately put deep condiseration into buring he proverbial hatchett with people I loved at one time. But I read something today that has me wondering. Why lower my standards now? Who is worth that?

The answer is nobody. Especially when these are people who have not and will not change. People who will be here 10 years from now, right where they are now.

I made up the list for Mike 25th birthday, and I have a huge group of friends. Decent ones, who are deserving of my love. Why chase anything else?

So nevermind to all that. Be glad if it is your bizarre self-preservation to think you are better off or I am someone undeserving. Whatever. I am still not sorry, and I believe everybody got what they deserve.

You know what? I'm really glad I cleared that up.