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homeless again, naturally

Gonna have to move again. I don't have the cash to stay put and the place I was going to go to is now unavailable to me.

I can't find a place, so Mike and I are prolly gonna wind up back in the hotel.
hmmm. I'm sure we'll figure it out.

I can't sleep. I don't mind the hotel, in fact it isn't really that bad. I just can't shake this feeling that I'm a failure.

I'm tired, I miss having a roomate, and I'm not sure what to do.

I know I should be like Harold and say 'never say die' but I really feel like a loser. I can't even keep things together. And I miss everyone. It feels like the only people I see anymore only want things from me. It's a very lonely feeling.

I really feel awful.


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Feb. 21st, 2006 09:19 am (UTC)
i have no talking room here, but....
I think you feel incomplete because you're not doing what you're meant to be doing. Go to school (it's free for you). Go to NBC, and be the writer you are meant to be. Stop fucking around and get started. Just because those around you have given up on their ambitions doesn't mean you should. You are the brightest star in this city's sky. So bright in fact that you could be seen from Times Square.
Feb. 21st, 2006 09:41 am (UTC)
Re: i have no talking room here, but....
I know I sound like a bitch. But I wouldn't say anything if I didn't think you have had these thoughts too. I know it's not easy, and I've never been in that situation, but I know how things can work. And I know how intelligent and beautiful you are. And I know you could own this world, if you just had a boost. I'll help any way I can.
Feb. 26th, 2006 04:56 pm (UTC)
Babes, I'll have to agree with the person above. I mean ever since I've known you...and we've had our differences...I still respected you as a friend and a person who had a lot going for them. I mean why not try to pursue life outside Columbus...It's as dead as dead can be. To be honest Columbus will work for some while not for others. People with dreams such as yours and mine won't work there no matter how much you try. And i'm definitly with you about people you see. It's somewhat the same up here, no one calls or e-mails to say hi and to check up on me, they always want something or want me to fix a damn computer. For all they know I could have cancer of some sort and won't know because they won't F-ing ask. But this isn't about me...ehmm...it's about you. Time to leave that hell-hole and move on. And remember the German who says nice things: "IT WAS A PLEASURE BABYSITTING KEVIN!!!" --Steve Carell, Late Night With Conan O'Brian
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you stupid republican bitch
Currently dashing the hopes of my parents.

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