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homeless again, naturally

Gonna have to move again. I don't have the cash to stay put and the place I was going to go to is now unavailable to me.

I can't find a place, so Mike and I are prolly gonna wind up back in the hotel.
hmmm. I'm sure we'll figure it out.

I can't sleep. I don't mind the hotel, in fact it isn't really that bad. I just can't shake this feeling that I'm a failure.


I'm tired, I miss having a roomate, and I'm not sure what to do.

I know I should be like Harold and say 'never say die' but I really feel like a loser. I can't even keep things together. And I miss everyone. It feels like the only people I see anymore only want things from me. It's a very lonely feeling.

I really feel awful.

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spineless_steel
Feb. 21st, 2006 09:19 am (UTC)
i have no talking room here, but....
I think you feel incomplete because you're not doing what you're meant to be doing. Go to school (it's free for you). Go to NBC, and be the writer you are meant to be. Stop fucking around and get started. Just because those around you have given up on their ambitions doesn't mean you should. You are the brightest star in this city's sky. So bright in fact that you could be seen from Times Square.
spineless_steel
Feb. 21st, 2006 09:41 am (UTC)
Re: i have no talking room here, but....
I know I sound like a bitch. But I wouldn't say anything if I didn't think you have had these thoughts too. I know it's not easy, and I've never been in that situation, but I know how things can work. And I know how intelligent and beautiful you are. And I know you could own this world, if you just had a boost. I'll help any way I can.

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you stupid republican bitch
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